OK so i went to MIA today to check it out. it's not a fancy college. But the place i love the most in MIA is the fine art room. it's spacious and and it's open air. I mean it's indoor but all the windows are wide open. Everyone gets a real big space. and is allow to stay there to paint. They open daily till 10pm for the students to stay there to paint. Once i enter i can smell those oil paints and all the smell of all the colours. After talking for pretty long with the head of the department, i found out more about fine arts. It's mainly about self express through your art work. The art works i see there is with feelings. and there's also a story behind every piece of art. I found out that fine art is not for me. Well i got nothing to express XD if you know me well you will know that i'm not the fine art type of person. So after a very long talk with the head, i realize i should just take illustration. It's more commercial. It's not making something you want but is making something what your client wants. well if you're good you can publish a book. In illustration i can still put in my ideas and thoughts. it's not totally killing my creativity.

You won't run out of creativity, the more you use, the more you have.

yeah i believe in that. as you scribble, more and more stuff and scribbling you'd create. especially when you're bored. all types of funny things will come out from all that scribbling. sometimes by just listening to music and scribbling your add math book, you'll create a new art work. that's the art of boredemness! XD what was that?!

OK back to MIA. seriously all the lecturers and staff there are really nice! EXTREMELY nice!
they're all wonderful people. They really help me out to the max. Now they're kinda making me feel bad if i don't enter that college. Since they've been helping me soooo much.

The next college i'm gonna check out is The One Academy. Yeap big difference between
both colleges. But MIA got a certain standard. So they're good. They're a non-profit err...college
something like that. so yea. there's also a pretty big difference between both colleges. Oh well
i don't have to say i'm sure you know which is more pricey~


Hee~ i'm going to PJcad's UREKA Design camp next week.
With SuZanne and SuZanne XD
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLOLOLLLOLOLL
I can already imagine when i say "ZANNE"
both will turn to look at me!! XD ehehehehehehhe
AH!! i can't wait to go for that camp. its a design camp!


Well now i'm just busy with college and all about arts arts and arts.
When i'm free i'll be sleeping and on9 XD
that's all!!
I am not sad or emo or anything anymore. yeah.
Tired of all that. miss mua happy life.
so my dear sweethearts!! i just wanna tell you guys






I'M BACK TO MYSELF!!

I've never been so emo or sad or whatsoever before.
cus i', always the happy little girl with nothing to worry about
and nothing to get upset about. Well my heart........ lets just say it's a lesson.
sheesh! i don't wanna study this lesson again.
I mean even if have to go through it i can go through it without
hurting myself again! Thank you for breaking my heart.
It made me stronger.
I completely give up on you.





GOODBYE! MY FiRST LOVE!