i'm currently in kedah eating maggie while blogging
seriously i never stop thinking about you
aaa......i don't know
who can understand how i feel now?
feel so helpless
staying strong sometimes makes you weaker
that's kinda weird XD
feel so dead and lifeless
i feel extremely empty
i kinda stopped praying these few days
aaa why didn't i pray?
let's just put it this way, i forgot
cus my day is night and my night is day
my life is so messed up!
try not to be so emo and be happy and carefree like i used to but. . .it's hard
especially i'm all by myself
i mean i do have my monkeys around me but i am always alone
as in like really alone. nobody with me