clopeas

Nordic

2010-11-07T01:22:00.000-07:00

Nordic prints are Gorgeous!

Kinda the "in thing" now!
i fell head over heels for this kind of stuff! :D

-Zanne-

Growing up

2010-11-07T00:58:00.000-07:00

I just bought this at Forever 21 yesterday!

(yes, I think i'm becoming girly in a way too)

I do have a girly side - I used to like a lil of Lolita what,

more of a Gothic feel~~ haha!

Still do, in a way. :P

Feel like going to the beach!

Cheers!

-Zanne-

2010-05-03T21:40:00.000-07:00

Joshua Bell's " Stop and Hear " Project

" Can one of the nation's great musicians cut through the fog of a D.C. rush hour? Let's find out.
By Gene Weingarten
Washington Post Staff Writer
Sunday, April 8, 2007; Page W10

HE EMERGED FROM THE METRO AT THE L'ENFANT PLAZA STATION AND POSITIONED HIMSELF AGAINST A WALL BESIDE A TRASH BASKET. By most measures, he was nondescript: a youngish white man in jeans, a long-sleeved T-shirt and a Washington Nationals baseball cap. From a small case, he removed a violin. Placing the open case at his feet, he shrewdly threw in a few dollars and pocket change as seed money, swiveled it to face pedestrian traffic, and began to play.

It was 7:51 a.m. on Friday, January 12, the middle of the morning rush hour. In the next 43 minutes, as the violinist performed six classical pieces, 1,097 people passed by. Almost all of them were on the way to work, which meant, for almost all of them, a government job. L'Enfant Plaza is at the nucleus of federal Washington, and these were mostly mid-level bureaucrats with those indeterminate, oddly fungible titles: policy analyst, project manager, budget officer, specialist, facilitator, consultant. "

-Gene Weingarten

FULL ARTICAL : READ IT !!! really amazing !

http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/04/04/AR2007040401721.html

Joshua Bell's Short documentary ( including an appearance in Sesame Street)

Joshua Bell playing Rachmaninoff's Vocalise !

My Interpretation :

Last Sunday , Pastor used this as a parable to show us about God's Blessings ....

Joshua Bell is a world renowned violinist ( ex child prodigy as well ) ...Selling out various seatings when he performed ....

But he was totally ignored in the subway ( except for only a woman - towards the end who stopped long enough to appreciate his music ... )

Btw , he's playing Kriesler's Music ( a world renowned composer ) on his STRADIVARIUS violin ( that violin cost a few million and it's made in the 1700's ) and yeah...that violin was previously owned by KRIESLER himself 0.0

Joshua Bell said , " During my concert / performance , i get annoyed when i hear cellphones going off and people coughing.. But when i was in the subway , i actually begun to appreciate when people threw a dollar bill into my violin case rather than their spare change . During performances , i do not have to worry about people accepting my presence because they ALREADY accepted my presence , but in the subway....it's different ..i actually begun to feel stressed a little and with butterflies in my stomach .. "

I felt that the concert / orchestra hall / performance hall represents church .....where a lot of people actually felt the most blessings that are poured out to them there ....

and the subway represents places outside church.....where most people finds it hard to get the blessings and feel God's love....

BTW , JOSHUA BELL'S REALLY TALL ... 183cm and quite handsome and cute ( for a musician ) haha xD

2010-04-12T00:25:00.000-07:00

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you
did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me
'cause baby I didn't


That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
till you believe that
That should be me


That should be me
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
for my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time
to have me replaced
But did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me
you're taken' him where we used to go
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart
it's working 'cause you know that

That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
till you believe that
That should be me

I need to know should I fight
for our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
this pain in my heart

That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me
holding your hand
that should be me
oh i makin you laugh, oh baby
that should be me
(that should be me givin' you flowers)
that should be me
talking by hours that should be me, that should be me
that should be me
never shoulda let you go
I never shoulda let you go
that should be me




Justin Bieber - That Should Be Me

2010-04-10T02:55:00.000-07:00

ZANNE!! I LOVE MINE!! so me XP

Alright so the other day i was speeding with a powerful car.
[ps. i don't know anyting about cars, i'm a girl afterall XP]
It's a Nissan Silvia here's a picture of the car. not the one i drove tho but look exactly alike. The one i drove was all black and everything inseide is STRIKING ORANGE!! eeeee so ugly weh!!

And today i drove another car XP kompressor, S430!! 4200cc!! soooo sooooo soooo super nice to drive. very smooth and super quiet. It's spacious too. But ><>

FASHION-CASUAL

2010-04-02T03:28:00.000-07:00

Time For Clopeas Fashion TREAT ! ! !

Yosh! To start off with this,

I'll go with our casual everyday wear.

Our different casual styles.

So, see which ones matches you best. =D

2010-04-01T10:18:00.000-07:00

I'm starting to worry now. i called TOA today and asked about the offer letter. The guy apologise cus i had to wait for sooooo long. And he ask if i know that i have to go for foundation before degree. i answer him the counselor say i can go straight to degree, no foundation no diploma. I can go straight to degree. Now this guy on the phone tell me that i have to take foundation before going to degree. And ask me if i know that degree will be tough. i say yeah of course i know that but the counselor told me i can go straight for degree programe. Then now i'm wondering what foundation is he talking about. because my degree course have a basic foundation in my first year. It's the same in every college in malaysia and overseas. no matter diploma or degree your first year will be the foundation eventhough you've been through it. Cus arts is about the skills. so the basic skill is very important thats why people have to keep repeating the foundation. But the thing i don't understand is what the guy on the phone is talking about. Is he talking about foundation in arts and design OR the foundation that is already in my course @.@ hopefully he can clear it and let me know by tomorrow. I told him i signed up for degree and the counselor said i can go straight for degree with my spm results and i am not informed that i have to go for foundation and i am aware that the course will be tough and i am still waiting for the offer letter please clear this ASAP thanks you XD and i don't know what he do after i hung up. hopefully i'll hear from him tomorrow. And i am sure i pass the IL test even tho i don't know my result but i am sure i can pass the IL test. but the essay part was terrible T^T but the rest i'm sure i've passed ^~^ i have to know how is everything cus i am worrying about it and i CANNOT SLEEP!!

Insomnia is back~ wheesung insomnia <3

GAAHHHH!!!

The Story of My Left Eye xD

2010-03-31T02:31:00.001-07:00

this is my right eye btw xD

ok...the REAL STORY -->

On Thursday , my dad went to Optical shop A to test his eye power and subsequently hopes to purchase a new pair of spectacle as he felt that his eye powers have increased tremendously , thus , he brought my mum and me into the shop to ask us about the opinions on what frame suits best for him for his brand new spectacle .

Since i was there , my parents are eager to know about my eye power and how high has it increased....Honestly , i was worried because i'm usually worried about any test about health / eye / etc...i'm a hypochondriac btw...

Thus , when they tested both of my eyes , the Optometrist told me that my right eye power is only 30 but my left eye power is 350..and my left eye is a lazy eye...

so ok......i'm used to the " lazy eye " term since i had my first spectacle way back in 2003 until now...but he told me that

" your lazy eye power is really high , you WILL go blind "

I was shocked at that instance......especially when he added..

" you are too late for treatment..you should see the Opthamologist for further evaluation and treatment.. who ask you not to wear your spectacles often..you should wear it 24/7"

double shock..i think i was nearly gonna cry but i held back my tears...and my parents were shocked as well and my mother was scolding me for NOT wearing my spectacles so often...

Later , my parents and me went to Optical shop B for a second opinion , thus , i was actually acting that i just want to test my eye power there....At optical shop B , my right eye is 50 and my left eye is 300.....

The Optometrist working in optical shop B also confirms that i have lazy eye ( my left eye that is ) ..my mother scolded me there as well for not wearing my spectacle often....and the person also tell me that i should wear my specs often and if i did last time , it still can be prevented...Besides , she told me that my eye won't go blind , but it will just be very very blur.....thus , very very blur and blind makes not much difference because i'm still unable to distinguish images and colours..

thus , The feeling of Guilt and fear overwhelms me....i think i'm going explode at that moment...but still i held my tears and fears ......

I sms-ed someone after that...and i think i made that person very worried as well.. ( SRY ! ) but i was really worried as we walked to a hospital to meet the Opthamologist....( thank God Annie's boyfriend told me before that he knew this Opthamologist that cured his brother's rare eye condition and that he recovered with perfect vision )

that thought comforts me a little...but being a very curious person about everything . I practically kinda know infos about what kind of diseases that can link to my eye condition and etc...so that kind of informations actually scares me ( a lot of times actually )....

When we reached the hospital , the receptionist told us that she is not in and that I should visit the doctor on saturday since Friday is her day off....So we made an appointment and left....

The next day , i was very worried , i checked and searched the internet for informations about Amblyopia and hopes and percentages of healing and etc...and other eye conditions as well.....

Going to cell group actually comforts me a lot...at least i can leave my THIS HUGE worry behind and understand more about God and meet up with my friends....by that time , only a few people know about my eye...and i just do not want to tell everyone ( worried that they might be worried as well ) and i decided that after my doctor's visit then i will tell everyone about my testimonial...good or bad..

I prayed a simple prayer that night , asking him to heal my hopeless left eye for the glory of his kingdom..i want this to be a testimonial for my friends to know and strengthen my faith in him..i think he knows i need these kind of things to come back to him since we are aware that i was kinda drifting away from God at that moment....

Someone also prayed for me ( Thank you loads !! ) and i really appreaciate it...i was able to sleep peacefully that night but i was kinda nauseatic the next morning and even woke up with a stomach ache since Friday ( because I was worried about my eye ) ....

Reached the hospital at 11.15am....Honestly , I HATE hospitals !! a lot !! the colour , the environment...ARGHHH !! When i was there , my dad even shocked me even more...saying that my eye might need some kind of surgery.....i really panicked ......but managed to joke back a little by saying that he is eating the sweet so that he will have awesome breath because the doctor is a woman xD ( just to ease my thought a little )

I thought that even though my appointment is at 11am , i will be in her room and out few minutes later...But I was VERY WRONG....

I ended up waiting for 2 LONG and AGONIZING hours there ...( you know , your mind can be more deadly than your body... ) But I spent my time there talking about the MCA elections with my dad and we end up criticising Dr. CSL to the max while hearing my mum's phone blasting with Lady Gaga's Bad Romance =.= ...( i keep asking her to lower the volume more ) ...

My parents also talked about me being a potential lawyer and it's good because they can sue people for free =.= ...( after the maid fomema thingy and my mum thingy ) haha... and i was critisizing about hospitals about the environments and etc...

" If i'm an architect , i'm going to change the landscape , change the environment , change the colour , make it resort like...etc ( like prince hospital..but it would cost a lot lols xD ) .."

and we also talked about doctors....saying that Doctor A looks odd , Doctor B looks young but not sure about her experiences...and Doctor C looks like a Gangster ! ( really man......) and we keep seeing Doctor A walking infront of me loads of times...and my mum even joked to me that he's interested in me =.='' to the max....

besides , the sound of baby crying in Treatment room A frightens me more....especially when he came out of the room with his face flushing red with the cute Winnie The Pooh " costume " ( He is REALLY REALLY SUPER DUPER cute !! "

I told my dad , " oh shoot.....will I be like that later in the room ? "

he said that the treatment room and the another room does not link...so that comforts me quite a lot lols xD Btw , we even met one of the parent of a student and the student herself of my parents music school...a little cute girl...

i think i was kinda embarassed because she kept seeing my nervous face and me walking about the area reading about informations lols xD

At that moment , i saw an old uncle went into a laser room with the Opthamologist....i was kinda freaking out because the equipments in there was kinda freaky ( x-ray or something ) i was seriously worried and begun to imagine what if they found some growth in my eye that block my veins thus cause my blurred visions...but that moment , i was just making hasty and rough conclusions about my condition of my eye...

When the assistant called Chew Meng Kang ( another patient ) i thought it was Chermaine Kang...thus , i went to the table really fast and that was really really embarrasing >< anymore =")" 250 =".="" 30 =" crazy..." well ="D" xd =" NOT" days =".="" friday ="D" myopia =" far" near =".="" width="480" height="385">

Things i know about Laser Eye Surgery ( usually known as Lasik )

- the procedure last for only a few minutes

- can only be done twice in a lifetime ( that's really the MAXIMUM limit )

- preferably after the age of 21 =)

After the consultation from the doctor ( RM 80 each btw ....ok la... ) i can breath and smile widely =) and i told someone to stop worrying ..and we are all amazed by what God has done to my eyes =)

I'm lucky...my eyes are healthy , because God has taken care of them =) I know he always do =)

2010-03-30T07:13:00.000-07:00

Here's a song i fell in love with recently. It's run by Epik High. Epik High never fails to amaze me ^~^ here's the video and lyric translation to RUN

Run, run, run away….
Run, run, run away….
Run, run, run away….
No matter how much I run (I can’t escape from it).
Run, run, runaway.
If I look back while running (You’re still there).

[Mithra's Verse]

It’s pitch dark.
The world moves on too fast.
I’m the only one who’s limping on both legs.
The path I must walk is endless.
What’s at the end of this path?
Are you going there knowing about it?
Will I learn the answers if I go there with my eyes closed?
The sky that never responds to a such question.
The two arms tied up by daily life are too heavy to embrace dreams.
I’m scared, I’ve been abandoned locked away.
Just for today run somewhere like your crazy.

[Bridge]

Run till you can touch the sky with your hands.
Run till your heart is filled with your dreams.

Everybody run, run, run away…
No matter how much I run (I can’t escape from it).
Everybody run, run, runaway…
If I look back while running (You’re still there).

You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.

Away…

No matter how much I run, I’m still on the same spot.

[Tablo's Verse]

My life is a rainy night that rains 365 days.
A heart that gets smaller every 24 hours.
I even hid the small comma and its tail,
I even hid the small comma and its tail,
then the future that awaits me becomes a period…
Carry the new day on your shoulder and run.
What am I running towards?
Whether if the sun’s setting or I if I’m losing…
I don’t know.
But I go.
Keep on runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ high.
I’m the young star that has been abandoned by the galaxy.

[Bridge]

Run till you can touch the sky with your hands.
Run till your heart is filled with your dreams.

Everybody run, run, run away…
No matter how much I run (I can’t escape from it).
Everybody run, run, runaway…
If I look back while running (You’re still there).

You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.

You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
Away…

No matter how much I run, I’m still on the same spot.

You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.

You got me runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ around.
Down, down, down.
Away…

For you, who’s running endlessly.

P.S Tablo's voice is the best!! ><

Story of a girl and a boy

2010-03-25T08:50:00.000-07:00

Here's a story about a boy and a girl

They lived together for some time now. After years, the girl have to go back to where she came from. A place far far away from the boy. Over there, is a place where the girl called home. A place where her parents are there. A place where everything is easier for her.

The boy wanted her to stay. He doesn't want her to leave. But, he dare not tell her that. He is afraid that if he didn't let her go, she will have to go through hardships with him.

The girl, waited for the boy to ask her to not leave. She waited until they reached the airport. He did not say a single word. Then, the girl gave the boy a cute stuffed pig. She said to him 'pat her head whenever you miss me'. She smiled and waled away. She did not look back.

The boy was walking outside. Suddenly it rained. Soon he realised he did the stupidest thing ever. He forgot to ask for her new place's number and address. He was very upset. Soaked in the rain, he walk home.

Everyday, he waited for her call, but she did not call. Whenever he misses her, he pats the pig's head. Everywhere he goes and everything he does, he sees her. There's nothing he can do.

Three months had passed. He decided to move on and stop this torture. He thought maybe she had forgot about him. Maybe she found a better guy. He stepped out of the house with the pig in his hands. He looked at it for a moment. pats her head once and gave it to the neighbour's little daughter. She was very happy to see that cute stuffed pig. She thank the boy over and over again smilling happily looking at it.

That night, he couldn't sleep. No matter how hard he tried to forget her, her image is always in his head. Now that the stuffed pig she gave him is not with him anymore there's nothing he can do. Tears flow down his cheeks. Soon he fell asleep.

*knock! knock! knock!*

*knock! knock! knock!*

He walks to the door. Opened it. He saw the little girl next door. She looked at him and said
'i think this lil' piggy is a magical pig. yesterday when i was patting her head, this paper came out from her mouth! i think this piggy loves big brother very much and doesn't want big brother to leave her' He took the pig and the pink paper. On the pink paper wrote the girl's number and address.

The truth is the girl had this pig custom made so that the pink paper will come out after the pig is patted 99 times.

The boy quickly buys air ticket to get to the girl. The boy and the girl nearly missed their chance to be with each other.

In this story, they put each other into 'kao yen' . We always put our partner into 'kao yen'. Sometimes we do things like, 'if he call me for the eighth time i will answer' or 'if he confess to me again i will accept him' etc etc etc. . . .but think about it again sometimes all this 'kao yen' does put us into trouble right.

なぜ、すべての突然の涙のように感じるのですか？

2010-03-24T10:09:00.000-07:00

why do i feel like crying all of a sudden?
why can't i feel my warm heart?
why is my heart aching all of a sudden?

You are my first love
The person who taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I only remember you

Maybe i'll see you again someday,
Maybe i'll bump into you while walking to that shop,
To walk the road i walked with you,
I walked around the long way, thinking maybe you'll be there

I tried to be happy
I tried to smile
Pretending that everything's fine
I sang our song
Tears flow down my pink cheeks
I tried to hide it
I sang out all my heart

You changed your number,
But i kept mine, hoping that one day,you will find me again
We haven't forget each other yet,
Going separate ways,
Actually i want to see you,
I miss you like crazy,
I'll continue to wait. . .and wait. . .
But sometimes, i stop to wonder
Are you doing the same thing?
Are you feeling what i'm feeling?
You left this dark circle
Left me all alone,
I couldn't see a thing,
I can't find my way out,
I can't lie to myself anymore,
It's not working anymore,

You are my first love,
The person who taught me love,
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you

"Lets start again"
I want you to say to me
I can't see nor hear you
But I'm still holding on to you

Getting soaked by the pouring rain
I go to the place we first met
Stayed. . .
Waited. . .
Hoping that I'll see you
I feel so pathetic
I can't endure this feeling anymore
I love you too much
I'll try to endure
It takes some effort

Maybe I'll see you by coincidence,
Looking in the mirror, I wipe my tears
"He'll see your tears. Don't cry"
i said to myself

You are my first love,
The person who taught me love,
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you

You said you'll show me forever
You said you'll hold my hands and never let go
You said you'll protect me

I guessed you lied
You never meant things you said
Making empty promises kills me

Goodbye my first love. . .
Goodbye forever is the forever i believed in

2010-03-19T08:55:00.000-07:00

ello~!! finally i'm back again. hehe. well, i don't know what to say and where to start.
i remember i have loads to post here but -.- now i don't remember any.
Now, i am free from YOUR claws and control.
and YOU"RE free to go for other girls [idc]
but i am still keeping every promise i made cus i am not a promise breaker!!
there's only 1 promise left. after that i am completely done with you.
Be friends? yeah sure not a problem ^~^
To me YOU really are someone very special but after all that you did to me,
i can't love you the way i used to . . . . not anymore.
To you, i have attitude problem and i always lie.
but to me, i don't have attitude problem. it is you
the way you look at everything the way you judge everything.
YOU look at this beautiful world through a key hole.
here's some advice for you, as a good friend as someone who cares about you

Please try listening to others with your heart.
Please try looking at things in a different angle not just your angle.
Please treat a girl like how you should.
Please stop being so selfish.
You think you are always right and people are wrong.
You are self centered.
Sometimes, you should really listen to what other people have to say.
Don't runaway like you always did.
Stand up and face it.
Stop making the right person feel wrong when YOU are the one who is wrong.

2010-03-09T06:19:00.000-08:00

Hey guys just wanna share this e-mail i received. have fun reading!

YOU HAVE TO THIS!!!

God Said NO!!
I hope that you can get the effects on your computers!
The words are great, but the movements of the faces add a lot....

I asked God to take away my habit.

God said, No.

It is not for me to take away,
but for you to give it up.

I asked God to make my handicapped child whole.
God said, No.
His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary.

I asked God to grant me patience.

God said, No. Patience is a byproduct of tribulations;
it isn't granted, it is learned.

I asked God to give me happiness.

God said, No.

I give you blessings;
Happiness is up to you.

I asked God to spare me pain.

God said, No.
Suffering draws you apart from
worldly cares
and brings you closer to me.

I asked God to make my spirit grow.
God said, No.
You must grow on your own,
but I will prune you to make you fruitful.

I asked God for all things
that I might enjoy life.

God said, No.
I will give you life,
so that you may enjoy all things.

I asked God to help me LOVE others, as much as He loves me.
God said... Ahhhh,
finally you have the idea.

If you love God, send this to ten people and back to the person that sent it.

THIS DAY IS YOURS
DON'T THROW IT AWAY

May God Bless You,

'To the world you might be one person,
But to one person you just might be the world'

'May the Lord Bless you and keep you,
May the Lord Make his face shine upon you,
And give you Peace......Forever'

'Good friends are like stars....
You don't always see them, But you know they are always there.

2010-03-09T06:00:00.000-08:00

Weeee~ i love that picture. let's do that!! i'll go your house and paint that! yay! thursday is our big day!! SPM results!! i'm kinda excited. Can't wait to get it. Well, i'm not hoping for aything since i was soooooo lazy and free and easy during SPM. So i won't be expecting anything nice to see in that paper. Well let's see.....where should we go after taking the results and what time are you guys going? well recently i've been feeling......i don't know how to describe. but it's not good. my insomnia is also back. i've had hard time sleeping and i have to wake up at 6 everyday. argh....bad mood. lazy to blog ady.

SMILE

2010-03-07T22:51:00.000-08:00

We should take pictures like that. Want?

I'm so free... I can prepare... but of course not

exactly like this! Eh Yeng! Come my house!

let's do this and take pictures! WEEEEEEEEEE~

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

I'm So Happy For Thursday I Don't Know Why!

At the same time... Whooosh,... The feeling is .. haha!

Today I feel like doing nothing. :P

you're late!

2010-03-07T09:19:00.000-08:00

ALWAYS AN HOUR LATE!

I'm so sorry.

2010-03-02T07:28:00.000-08:00

Wahh ! i didn't blog for so long d !!

Congrats Yeng !!! you passed d !! i can't wait to be in your car !!

coz i love YOUR CAR !! AND HAHA XD wanna be your passenger hehe xD

lols !! on the road was actually better than parkings and etc lols xD even though the person beside you looks a little unfriendly xD haha xD

Come to think about it ,

i really thank God that i passed my test ( on the road )

because really......i didn't drive...and my driving sucks....and i didn't bribe lols xD

EVEN MY INSTRUCTOR DIDN'T EXPECT ME TO PASS

( That's how bad my techniques are xD )

AND hehe xD

sure...but

wahh...after spm results ( same day )

geng la you xD

2010-02-27T10:24:00.000-08:00

ello~ hehehehe yeah i passed my driving test and am getting the license on thursday~
man i was hoping that guy is there but think again, he completely don't know how to drive
plus he is working so i don't think he will go take the driving test quickly like me!
>< eee was kinda hoping he was there cus since the first time we chatted until now,
we haven't chat. cus we only exchanged our e-mails. i know i know, some of you might
think it's like so lame or whatever la cus people would just straightaway
exchange numbers.so yeah. hmm.....even that malay girl i met is not there cus
she completely don't know how to drive too. so i bump into michelle phoon there. but it was her second time taking it so yeah. she left after a while. i was sitting there and waiting. by the time i reach home it's like 4 something.tired shit! lucky i have people to teman me. it's funny how nicky calls me. right after i sent a message saying i passed the 1st test to nicky, ada, kylie, suzanne, cher and stefanie nicky called. he congrat me and ask if i passed everything i said i'm still waiting for onthe road. and then he say okok then kylie calls. chit chat and then bye. then the whole time i was sms-ing ada. the others dumped me. no reply my messages T^T and then off i go for on the road. and obviously i can pass that la without even brib-ing the jpj people but owh well you won't pass unless you bribe right? well at least that's what i heard~ so after i get out of the car so ngam nicky call XD [again] he ask "so how? pass ady?" and then i say " i just got out of the car. yeah i passed!" then he go "WOOHOO!! Yeng passed!! congrats!!" and talktalktalk and bye. XD and then some things heppen. so i tell nicky. then he call again and i talk to him a lil about it and we were like owh ok laa. and that place is super hot and i'm sweating like mad and so sticky and smelly. i was actually sick, my body is very hot. inside is very hot. so when i was still at the driving test place, my urat from my neck down to my back bengkak because to heaty and i can;t turn my head it was so pain i just sat straigh the whole time until i reached home, eat some medicine and slowly real slow, recover. i've been sick for about a week. now i'm pretty much recovered. just having flu that's all. not H1N1 don't scream and run away XD and now on FB there's some one who keep posting news about tsunami bla bla bla all that . so this is the last one that person post up

New report! The tsunami is going to strikes those country near Malaysia! 15mins hits Indonesia plus others near it, 3am reach Malaysia,3.30am reach Kuala Lumpur and Japan will affect in the early morning!Fast pls! It is serious now! Any info pls watch CNN now! Pass it pls! Byebye to all Malaysian. I love you, Especially i loves the 1 so much.

*ps the last line was edited by calvin XD*

this is so lame~ so we're all gonna die la? tch tch tch so cham, all sleping and here comes tsunami and all mati~ corpse float float on water~~ okok too much XP

and here's a convo between me and my cousin

\( ` 3 ')/ chuu~~きゃああ says:

read this

New report! The tsunami is going to strikes those country near Malaysia! 15mins hits Indonesia plus others near it, 3am reach Malaysia,3.30am reach Kuala Lumpur and Japan will affect in the early morning!Fast pls! It is serious now! Any info pls watch CNN now! Pass it pls! Byebye to all Malaysian. I love you, Especially i loves the 1 so much.

i modify 1

cacat lorh

someone keep post this on fb

since just now

keep edit wan

ака®w BBpanda says:
==
gila

\( ` 3 ')/ chuu~~きゃああ says:
i noe
so lame lo
cacat dou sei

ака®w BBpanda says:
7 sien lo

\( ` 3 ')/ chuu~~きゃああ says:
same here

ака®w BBpanda says:
i go take bath sin
chat ltr
hehe
brb

\( ` 3 ')/ chuu~~きゃああ says:
kk
go

ака®w BBpanda says:
ehh

\( ` 3 ')/ chuu~~きゃああ says:
aa?

ака®w BBpanda says:
the news damn bak ci lo
3am hit msia

\( ` 3 ')/ chuu~~きゃああ says:
i noe!
ака®w BBpanda says:
3.30 hit kl
how to hit kl man
==

\( ` 3 ')/ chuu~~きゃああ says:
eh u bath half way die
XD
alldie la lidat
ака®w BBpanda says:
hahhahhahah

\( ` 3 ')/ chuu~~きゃああ says:
sleeping

ака®w BBpanda says:
hahahhahaha
BRAINLESSSSS

\( ` 3 ')/ chuu~~きゃああ says:
we all damn yeng lo die while online0ing
die also must online kaokao 1st!

ака®w BBpanda says:
hahahha
sapu !
yala
sure
XD
okok
bath
hahah

\( ` 3 ')/ chuu~~きゃああ says:
gogo

ака®w BBpanda says:
BRB

\( ` 3 ')/ chuu~~きゃああ says:
k

it really is lame lorh. argh. o yeah! one more thing, every thursday night i'm going for this beauty class XP with Karthy taaaaling~ weee! now i can see her every thursday night. and after class i will send her home. wow that will make me feel like maran XD sending her home late at night XD well i don't think she knows that i will be the one driving her home not my mom XD

driver no.2

2010-02-25T02:05:00.000-08:00

CONGRATS TO OUR NEW DRIVER!!!

WEEEEEE!!!!

This calls for a celebration!!

A question though, when is your P coming in Yeng?

2010-02-24T08:10:00.000-08:00

you gotta just love this!

Someone buy me this! YUMMY!

ALL THE BEST FOR TOMORROW YENG!!!

YOU CAN DO IT!!

I'll Bedazzle your car for you!

And Cher... Bring us to that spa/facial place. XD

How about after results? XD

V-DAY!

2010-02-24T08:01:00.000-08:00

Love this Movie!

It's so creatively done.

I mean... WOW... It's really all the possible things

that happens on Valentine's Day...

and from all the different ages.

Got a whole of surprises and...

and good sense of humour.

Gotta love how the director cover

every type of love. Every type of possible love.

You guys gotta catch it.

It can heal a broken heart,

can make those in love hearts flutter..

make those waiting for love all possible.

And... encourages those in bad relationship..

on how to stand up for yourself in times when needed to.

ALL IN ALL.

GO WATCH IT!

Recommended for GIRLS not Guys. lols!

Cioaz!

2010-02-23T05:10:00.000-08:00

okay, so i went for my 6hours driving lesson in Sg. Buloh today.

Best part is i'm the one who's driving there and back to home ^~^

i get to speed. that instructor didn't mind heehee

my dad taught me some cool drifter tricks ><

he say he use to drift and all that kakkoi ne!!

he taught me how to do the spin spin wheel on the same place thingy XD

that's so cool!! especially when dad does that!

so i was driving like 100km/h

now making me wanna buy a manual car and just dump my vitara aside ><

my vitara is cute but 1 it's auto 2 it's light and feels like it will fly up if i drive any faster!!

demo ne daddy bought that car for me and used a lot money to repair it and install stuffs.

so i really appreciate and love that car very much ~

Zanne i am not going to bedazzle my car -.-

seriously i only bedazzle my phone!! my car?? NO WAY!! that's too over!!

love mua leopard phone now~ diva dive di di di diva~

hopefully i will pass my driving test on wednesday and drive to TS on friday~

takes within 24hours to get the P license done so i'm going to take pict tomorrow

for my license weeeeeehehehehehehee~~

pray pray pray!! i don't wanna 'sei fo' when i'm on that man made hill >< !!

2010-02-23T04:56:00.000-08:00

I can give you
You can give me
Something, everything
You are with me
I am with you
Always, Join me In
Love and death
Don’t you mess don’t you mess
With my heart
Love and death
Don’t you mess don’t you mess
With my heart
Love and death
With my Heart
Fragile Pieces
Don’t regret the sorrows
That we’ve seen
Take it with us
Step into to my world
Join me in
Love and death
Don’t you mess don’t you mess
With my heart
Love and death
Love and death
Don’t you mess don’t you mess
With my heart
Love and death
With my Heart
All the pain that we’ve been through
I've been dying to save you
Feel the blood in my vains flow
I’ve been dying to save you
I’ve been watching you swim
I’ll just seeing you drown
As a tragedy of comedy
With my heart
Love and death
Don’t you mess don’t you mess
With my heart
Love and death
Don’t you mess don’t you mess
With my heart

Love and Death by, TOKIO HOTEL

2010-02-22T09:36:00.001-08:00

Went facial today @ Herbaline ( Taman Connaught branch )

it was awesome !!

to be honest , it's much better than the one in Pandan Indah...

1 : you get your own parking....

2 : really superb environment ( it's like...you are in paradise....or on a holiday ...or in a spa )

3 : then upon your arrival , you are greeted with super friendly staffs and they serve you tea( really special tea ! ) while they prepare those things...

4 : you will be pampered , starting with you soaking your feet into a nice bowl of sea salt..and you will be scrubbing your dead skin away...

5 : then they will lead you upstairs to the facial room =D ( it's nice and less painful than other facial elsewhere HONESTLY ! )

6 : after your facial , they serve you another type of tea...( this is really tasty / sweet i really don't know how to describe the tea !! i'm craving for it now !! =( )

7 : u will get your free fish spa xD it's really an experience lols !!! i was alone with the fishes haha xD all came to me ( don't mind if revealing that my legs are filled with dead skin...hey everyone does lols ! ) and they serve you tea again before that lol !!

my bladder was filled with really delicious tea !

and guess the price for all those....you will spend 2+ hours there !!

for only RM48 !!!! Not bad for so many things !!!

normal facial outside cost more than that !!!

ZANNE !! YENG !! JEN !! ARE YOU ALL UP FOR IT ? WE GO LA NEXT MONTH =D

2010-02-22T09:00:00.001-08:00

To ZANNE AND YENG !!!

Thank you guys LOADS for this wonderful Coffee/Milo Cup !!!

Love the design , it's so My TYPE !! and the hearts !!

oh ya...THE FACTS !!!! IT'S AMAZING !!

OH YA....fact no.31 : Do you know that out of so many facts , there's only 5 i know there lols !! Zanne !! Kudos for making me go " WOW " AND " OOH " with those facts !!

and to Yeng and Zanne , lols xD love the advice !! thank you so so so much for the cup...

and Yeng , macam mana saya nak guna cawan ini .....takut bila cuci tak cantik lagi....=( lols !!!

Thanks guys !! i SERIOUSLY LOVE THIS CUP A LOT !!!

BURP

2010-02-21T04:57:00.000-08:00

Currently Listening to - FM Static's Tonight.

CNY was busy. Busy and BUSY!

I'm guessing my family is the only one who have

dinner every single day.... and is always busy with stuff.

2 days before CNY,

curry dinner.

new year eve, dinner at our regular restaurant.

new years, dinner at Bangsar sea food restaurant.

a wedding was held at the same time, and it ended really quick.

Sheila Majid was also dining there.

2nd day of new year, dinner at my area.

3rd out....

yesterday... dinner at D'Fortune, - Western Dinner

Also went to Tenji's [Japanese buffet] for lunch, from 12-4.

Full till i'm bloated but that's the point of buffet right?

Ate lots and lots of crab. Grew much fatter ad. lols

And you know what's the best part of CNY?

I'm away from reality.

Whenever i'm back home, reality is back again.

And i really really.... feel sorry for being so busy,

cause i'm suppose to be helping my sis with her PMR year.

Esp, sejarah and maths.

And... i use to watch movies with her during lunch and dinners,

now, rarely cause of our time clash.

can't wait to get my license, at least, i can solve the transportation problem.

I can't wait for my treadmill to come here!! COME HERE YOU TREADMILL!

I also can't wait to visit A CLEAN BEACH again! :D

OH AND the SHOW VALENTINE'S DAY ROCKS!

Percy Jackson - Needs to work on a lot on their upcoming movies.

Please please please bring back Jake Abel!!

2010-02-18T09:59:00.000-08:00

Alright guys read this!

Excellent poems by not so famous poets...
found on toilet doors and walls.......

POEMS FOUND IN TOILETS (in Singapore )

THE 'FUTURE' IS IN YOUR HAND ,
HOLD IT GENTLY'

A budding poet trying his best...
Here I lie in stinky vapour,
Because some bastard stole the toilet paper,
Shall I lie, or shall I linger,
Or shall I be forced to use my finger.

Before he graduated to be a poet,
he wrote this...
Here I sit
Broken hearted
Tried to shit
But only farted

Someone who had a different
experience wrote,
You're lucky
You had your chance
I tried to fart,
And shit my pants!

Perhaps it's true that people find
inspiration in toilets.
I came here
To shit and stink,
But all I do
Is sit and think.

There are also people who come in
for a different purpose....
Some come here to sit and think,
Some come here to shit and stink,
But I come here to scratch my balls ,
And read the bullshit on the walls.....

Ministry of Environment advertisement.
We aim to please!
You aim too! Please

On the inside of a toilet door:
Patrons are requested to remain seated throughout
the entire performance.

And finally, this should teach some a
lesson... Sign seen at a restaurant:
The hands that clean these toilets also make your
food...please aim properly.

the last one is pretty gross to me

2010-02-16T09:47:00.000-08:00

i'm currently in kedah eating maggie while blogging

seriously i never stop thinking about you

aaa......i don't know

who can understand how i feel now?

feel so helpless

staying strong sometimes makes you weaker

that's kinda weird XD

feel so dead and lifeless

i feel extremely empty

i kinda stopped praying these few days

aaa why didn't i pray?

let's just put it this way, i forgot

cus my day is night and my night is day

my life is so messed up!

try not to be so emo and be happy and carefree like i used to but. . .it's hard

especially i'm all by myself

i mean i do have my monkeys around me but i am always alone

as in like really alone. nobody with me

2010-02-11T10:09:00.000-08:00

i cannot take in anymore pain . . .

i am badly hurt and nothing can heal me other than you . . .

i just wanna go back to old times . . .

i just wanna be back in your arms again . . .

missing you is like a pain that breathes . . .

i miss you . . .

i need you . . .

i love you . . .

do you remember these there phrase?

do you remember the wallpaper you made?

how can i forget you when you're always on my mind?

how can i don't want you when you're all i want inside?

how can i let you go if i can't stand seeing us apart?

how can i not love you when you are the one controlling my heart?

can't you see how much i love you?

can't you see how much i suffered?

can't you hear my heart crying?

can't you see that i'm dying?

i felt so empty . . .

i felt so lonely . . .

all i need is you . . .

all i want is you . . .

i know i'll be waiting for you no matter how long it takes

i will never leave your side even if you leave mine

baby i always love you. . .♥

2010-02-11T10:01:00.000-08:00

you're most welcome cher~

me i am going to leave tomorrow. going back to sungai buloh - dad's side

and then going to kedah on tuesday i think and then stay there until sunday

by the time i get back in KL it'll be pretty late but i wanna go 'pai lin' with all my friends~

pity cher >< got such weird weird aunt who says all that crap to her.

yeah!! kedah is like a big oven!! it's super hot there. you don't have to get under the sun, to get tan

just the wind blow you'll get tan. seriously cus of the some wind dy AAA!!! forgot about geo dy

so i don't know how to explain. nahh ignore that.

XD cher just take care of the mug can ady but don't too cautious cus sure something

bad will happen when you are too cautious XD right?

aaaa i am emo again!!!

-yeng-

2010-02-11T02:38:00.000-08:00

Thank you guys !!

really you both helped me a lot !!

and thanks for the nagging , Yeng xD

what you said ...everything is very true =)

i'm slowly learning haha..and i'm already happy =)

and i try to take things not so seriously also haha xD

and lols ! the fat STICK MAN is funny !

BUT the stick man contradicts itself haha xD

oh ya....When you guys are going back to your respective hometown ?

I'm going to Kuantan this Sun and coming back to KL on Tues ..( it's a short trip with 3 families -including the annoying auntie....which i only found out today that she's joining us... )

maybe God wants me to learn how to tolerate her haha.. ( she very odd...likes to make fun of me say i short , ugly etc since young until now haha xD but infront of me she like to tease my other cousins leng lui or et rofl !! xD )

but it's ok haha xD i just say for fun only. ..i don't mind what she says xD haha. XD

Btw , the weather nowadays ...really...DARN HOT !!

I hate it !!

Guess that every CNY ( or before CNY ) the period la haha... is always the hottest period in the whole year haha..

Yeng especially must drink more water because KEDAH IS A SUPER OVEN !! that's one of the reason i don't really like going there...

but haiz...i really wish that this year i can go Kedah .....( at least can visit Yeng haha xD ) and go Penang visit him haha xD

and Zanne , where are you celebrating this year ? i think you told me that Kuantan is your 2nd hometown rite ? ( or i'm just dreaming haha xD )

Kuantan.....a lot of people say it's a very boring place...really hope that we can find something entertaining there...

oh ya..i found one !

My uncle told me today that the bungalow we all rent ( yup , imagine 3 families in 1 bungalow = 21 people ) or i think it's 21 and one forming ( because my cousin's wife is pregnant haha )

can't wait to meet up with my cousins =D

AND FOR OPEN HOUSE ( who's opening their house during CNY ? ) HAHA XD

p.s. 1 : macam mana saya se tak use the mug ? scared i will drop it / when i wash it will tercalar lols xD

P.S. 2 : I really hate the weather and today i've been eating a lot of fried stuff (fried dumplings , ba gua and peanut biscuits.... ) gonna drink a lot of water !!

2010-02-10T05:26:00.000-08:00

lols!! Zanne that is not a stickman. XD fat man with stickman's hands!! XD

so sien laa~

After School~

2010-02-08T23:52:00.000-08:00

someone get me this dress. > <

Let's plan an outing with four of us.. oh i know~

Sleepover!!! I mean.. the last sleepover,

Yeng was missing... yeah... XD

Sometimes I think...

I'm missing out a lot on a lot of people.

Ever since school ended...

I feel like, my social life with School people

has also ended in a way. I'm not socially inclined

with most of the school people... of course

there will be exceptions, like you guys and many many more.

But honestly, i feel like.. I don't know what goes on in

you guys life anymore. Need to do lots of catching up

on one another. Missing out on a lot,

i like people from YES, but people from YES

are still not all of you guys...

I wanna paint! I wanna paint! I've got

a whole visual in my head...

but i can't get it out on the art block.

I wanna paint my whole life out!

hee......... *evil smile*

SO CUTE!!! XD i love stickmans for some reason. lols!!

Oh by the way....

KRIS ALLEN WAS AWESOME LIVE!!

HE SOUNDS SO SO SO SO GOOD. and of course.. cute. XD

2010-02-07T19:01:00.000-08:00

there are only two ways to live your life:

One is as though nothing is a miracle.

The other is as if everything is.

2010-02-07T05:32:00.000-08:00

KYAA!! the blog's changing again~ heehee thanks to cher!! she's good! yupyup~

i like the daisy and there's a drop of water. looks like it's crying T^T

Cher, stay strong!! you have us. whenever you're not in the mood just use that mug ok??

drink milo and everything will be fine ^~^ but 1 condition. must use that mug XD

i'm sure everyone have different ways of shoo-ing the sad feeling emo etc away.

cher don't be extreme hard on yourself. let loose a bit.

learn about freedom a bit. obviously there's no total freedom in this sucky world but

slowly you will see things that our eyes cannot see. there's a lot of things

we haven't see. so stay strong go with the flow smile at your bad memories

and kiss it's ass goodbye!! hell yeah!!

now you may think you are useless and sucky but the truth is

YOU ARE NOT!!

hmm. . .thinking positively won't make thing turn out negatively

maybe something went wrong somewhere. take a deep breath clear your mind

and start looking it at a different angle and an open mind ^~^

if you always think about everything negatively there'll be black auras coming form you XD

think again cher are you sure not much good thing has happened to you??

maybe you're very much pressured. but learn to make something hard soft

why do you think the class is cursed by you? there's no such thing ok!!

i can feel your black aura XD

don't worry when you emo you have me to emo with you XD emo peoples!!

cher, wanna about fine arts? actually it is something very good.

it's about finding yourself. you may go trough difficulties during that time

but later you will start to see a lot. learn a lot. and feel a lot.

you will see this world isn't so bad after all. everything depends on how you look at it.

if you emo all the way CONFIRM nothing good will happen and all the

bad things will just follow you. no matter how many times you fall down,

don't sit there and cry about it or wait for people to help you up.

try to help yourself up first. and you got us helping you. we will always be here.

I'll post more. i can't think of what else to nag you XD wakakakakakakaa

*****************************************************************************
Zanne thanks for the picture. yeah true very true.

i'm not alone. i have my cupcakes with me ^~^

-yeng-

I was just thinking

2010-02-02T00:18:00.000-08:00

Since i was young....till now....i think not much good thing has happened to me....

i'm realistic....yeah....i am....but not because i'm that type...

it's just that the reality shapes me into that way......

so that i will not feel so sad or whatsoever ......

Usually when i enter a class.....

it was like the class have been "cursed" by me

not good , etc....

then when i get out for the class...

it would be so much better.....

even for societies and clubs that i've joined....

i felt that i just don't know why whatever thing i join....in the end , the whole thing will be a disaster....

i felt that i can't obtain real and blissful happiness....

i felt that everything that could have / already mine will be taken by someone else one day...

it happened to me several times...

and i just think why in the world my life would be so .................

i just don't know what to say anymore.....

the guys i liked , i nearly get them...

then someone would just ...

i'm just afraid that now....

that would be the same thing happening again....

i might just be destined to lead a life to give someone else lessons and myself ...

live in solitary and just hope for what good things have been installed for me.....

everything fails when i'm in a " something "....

but when i'm not in the " something " ( groups , class ., etc )

it will have loads of success....

i wished that i'm prettier...

i wished that i have a better body...

i wished i have shaper facial features...

i wished that i'm smarter...

i wished that i'm more talented...

i wished that i'm more sporty....

i wished that i'm more girly.....

i wished that i can cook better....

i wished i have more confidence in myself.....

i wished i have a healthier mind....

i wished my chin would not be the way they are.....

i wished that i'm not so ugly.....

i wished that i'm cooler....

i wished that i'm cuter....

i wished that i'm more fun loving....

i wished i can be more spontaneous.....

i wished i won't be hurt again.......

i wished that people would just notice me.....

guess that i will always be the one behind the scene in whatever i do.......

guess that i will forever wishing to get something i want but will never have that chance....

why i always lose something when i'm THIS near getting something......

at least i will not tend to have jealousy.....

i just hated myself at times.....

i won't get anything i wish...

i will not...

i just don't knw what to say anymore.....

i'm just destined to see people living happily having to accomplished something....

and me....

crying and thinking why i always lose something when i'm so happy and blissful .....

i suck @ playing the piano

i suck @ being pretty

i suck @ being more loving

i suck @ showing my care towards people

i just plain suck @ everything i do...

i don't want to be the one at the side watching __ getting ___ by someone else...

this is a little selfish...

but i'm just a girl.....

i'm no longer a positive thinker because when you think positively and something turns out negatively , you will be so heartbroken....

but at least when you think negatively when something turns out negative.....you won't feel so hurtful....

but when you think negatively when something turns out positive, the happiness will be so so much =D

i should just keep it that way

2010-01-27T20:50:00.003-08:00

Hey Guys !!

at last i'm back to blogging ...here =D lols

2010-01-27T20:50:00.001-08:00

Hey Guys !!

at last i'm back to blogging ...here =D lols

2010-01-24T09:36:00.000-08:00

Suddenly. . .it feels like many years had passed.

Many things changed. . .

Suddenly it seems like we are so far apart. . .

Further than strangers. . .

Suddenly. . .

Even the colour pink reminds me about a lot of things

cotton candy

sweet memories

of me and you

i can remember the way you smile at me when we went out for the first time

i can remember the look on your face when i surprisingly show up

i can remember the look on you face when you are shy

i can remember the way you act like a kid

i can remember the things you said

i can remember the way you wipe my sweats

i can remember the way you let me hug you when the train moves

i can remember how you eat prawns

i can remember the way you say "you're a girl, should bring tissue"

then you will give me a packet of tissue when i ran out of tissue

i use those tissue very careful and not to waste it

i can remember the way you tell me about the plans you have in you mind

whenever you talk about those plans, your eyes sparkles

you will give me this special feeling

i really wished whatever you and i planed will work out

but. . .

none of them happened

i can remember the way you laugh

it gives me a really warm feeling when i see you laugh

sometimes my heart will beat sooooo fast when i see you

especially when you dress up and styled your hair

seeing you all dressed up and your hair nicely styled, i just wanna mess it ><

i just want to mess your hair and see you angry that i mess your hair ^^

it's cute to see you angry that i mess your hair ^^

it's cute when you are shy

it's cute when you don't know certain things and i will explain to you

it's cute to see you that way, like a cute little boy ^^

it's cute to see lean on me when you are sad or having migraine

i feel very happy to be able to let you lean on me

i am happy that you are true to me. you did not hide your tears

to see your tears is something to me

they make me wanna protect you even more

they make me want to not leave you side and to walk with you

Every time when i'm waiting for you to arrive, i am nervous

When you arrived i got even more nervous

But after you came to hold my hands, i felt safe

i felt that you won't let go of me

that you will continue to hold my hand, tightly

your palm is warm and big ^^ holding my small hands

when i hug you, all my worries and those grey clouds above my head

seems to fade away quickly

i feel so secure and so warm to be in your arms

i feel very 'xing fu'

just a pat on my head i feel that you will take good care of me

When you're by my side even the worse thing that happen to me seem to be a tiny problem

but now. . . .

i don't feel all that anymore

even when i am sitting right beside you

i feel so far apart from you

so so far that i cannot reach you

the way you turn your back on me. . .

it really hurts

so lonely. . .

so empty. . .

so cold. . .

you are now so so far from me. . .

you are no longer by my side

you no longer protect me from all the storms

you no longer lean on me

you no longer give me warmth

you no longer keep me with you

i cannot feel your presence anymore

i cannot feel your warmth anymore

i cannot feel my heart anymore

i cannot smile anymore

i don' know how to cry anymore

everything seems so dull

every chocolate taste bitter

i can no longer make myself happy

i can no longer lie to myself

but now. . . i realise i can only pray for you

there's nothing else i can do for you

every night i pray that you are safe, you are healthy,

you are guided to the correct path,

you know what you want,

somehow i know i still can find me somewhere in your heart

somehow i still wanna stay by your side even if you left me

i still wanna be the one supporting you

protecting you

giving you a push

LESSON 1

2010-01-23T03:00:00.000-08:00

This is for Yeng!

Proves that she's not alone. :D

and its very true.

Slowly move on... cause there are more in Life

than just a Guy who's not worth the fight. ^ ^

This is for everyone else!

Especially my dear friends who have started college...

or those who are still looking for one....

it's still an advice in life! :D

missing all of you!

-Michiyo-

2010-01-17T08:14:00.000-08:00

Eh woman!

okaeri!! eh you better remember the password ok!

and i don't care you must read everything here.

i'm sure kylie sweetie didn't read it!! >< size="5">

MONDAY! [which is like now!!]

Wake up at 6am and send mua lovely siblings to school

and then go yoga with mua beloved mom!! And then go here and

there with her.

TUESDAY!

Wake up around 10.30 and get dress and off i go dating with

zannezanne quah. Berjaya college. And meet Nicky a while.

WEDNESDAY!

T^T i have 6hours of kursus to attend! for L license.

THURSDAY!

Maybe going TOA or go get my hair done~ >< FRIDAY!

Going to a design camp at PJCad. UREKA Design Camp!!

starting from 10 in the morning till 4 in the noon~

SATURDAY!

Same as my fantastic FRIDAY~

SUNDAY!

I have nothing! so freaking free!! anybody wanna have lunch with me?

Lookie me.

2010-01-17T07:17:00.000-08:00

This is what you must do...

when you are waiting for your sister to get ready and take

a bath!!! [sneak peak of cruise 1] :D

BACK FROM YES!!!

and its AWESOME! I made so many new friends!

And really life long friends.

I miss you guys too though! Hope to go out with you soon!

And guess what? I got fatter in YES,

they feed us with so much Good food

and we sendiri go Supper outside after night class. haha!!!

Neway~~ I can't wait to see you guys! Esp Yeng and JEN!!

Yes you JEN! XD

Will be back here soon!

Ciaoz!!

PS: Jen's - Kylie, Cher- Yi Ting, Me-Bella, Yeng leh? XD

-clopeas-

2010-01-16T01:23:00.000-08:00

ZANNE IS BACK!!

WEeeeee~~ i wanna go america study fine arts~~

And then take my degree in France~~

Dream BIG baby dream hell BIG!!

okies~~ leaving to popo's house now~~

Sayounara~~

matta aune~~

love you potatoes!!

weeee~~

energetic giler giler!!

2010-01-14T08:00:00.000-08:00

Was thinking some English names. . .

Well....had a crazy convo with jo-yee about that.
XD we 38-ing the whole time! XD
ahhhh~~ i miss you la jojo~~
must see you 38 with you only fun wan!! with bee!! wa!!
even more crazy wehh!! okok so back to name alright so here are some names

♥ Jill [i like it cus its short, nice, a little cool type, easy to call]

♥ Bambi [ well its sweet, nice, easy to call, cutecute >< ♥ Mae-Iori [oooo~~ i really like this name, sounds american-jap!
but....go goolge it and you'll find out that its a SAMURAI PORN!! WTH!!]

♥ Leighton [sounds......i dunno . not really into this name]

♥ Adele [jo came up with this name and i can't pronounce it till now XD]

♥ Heidi [nehh....]

♥ Rosie [LOLS! did i mention we were 38-ing?!?! Phua Chu Kang's loupoh!! XD]

♥ Dolce [uu~~ jojo's idea]

♥ Tia [it's another name which is chort and nice. but......
we Malaysians.....nehh.imagine how we pronounce it.
got Malaysian slang wan lehh!]

♥ Faye [you know why jo-yee name me that?
cus we're the fei pohs! XD eat eat snack snack!
faye=fei ! which is fat in canto]

♥ Peyton [it's a unique name too~ but horr. . .
sounds like fong pei!!]

This is one very special name ok. okok. now see this

♥NUR KASTURI PARVANDI BILLY TSUBOI LEE JO-YEE!!!♥

OMG!!LMAO!!!ROLF!!!

okok so the first three names are names i like a lot!!
Can't decide XD

Jill is nice and short and a little cool type and it also gimme a feel
like Jill is a strong gurl and kind and friendly type. eheehee~

Bambi is cute and i don't see anyone with a name Bambi.
so yeah. its cute and unique~

Mae-iori is like American + Japanese
but but but!! I can't believe that it's a SAMURAI PORN!!
anyway i have no idea what's a samurai porn but i just google the name and found that!
Samurai porn. . . *imagines* so it's about samurai but it's a porn?!!
WTH la! Why on earth is Mae-iori a SAMURAI PORN?!?!

2010-01-14T00:14:00.000-08:00

OK so i went to MIA today to check it out. it's not a fancy college. But the place i love the most in MIA is the fine art room. it's spacious and and it's open air. I mean it's indoor but all the windows are wide open. Everyone gets a real big space. and is allow to stay there to paint. They open daily till 10pm for the students to stay there to paint. Once i enter i can smell those oil paints and all the smell of all the colours. After talking for pretty long with the head of the department, i found out more about fine arts. It's mainly about self express through your art work. The art works i see there is with feelings. and there's also a story behind every piece of art. I found out that fine art is not for me. Well i got nothing to express XD if you know me well you will know that i'm not the fine art type of person. So after a very long talk with the head, i realize i should just take illustration. It's more commercial. It's not making something you want but is making something what your client wants. well if you're good you can publish a book. In illustration i can still put in my ideas and thoughts. it's not totally killing my creativity.

You won't run out of creativity, the more you use, the more you have.

yeah i believe in that. as you scribble, more and more stuff and scribbling you'd create. especially when you're bored. all types of funny things will come out from all that scribbling. sometimes by just listening to music and scribbling your add math book, you'll create a new art work. that's the art of boredemness! XD what was that?!

OK back to MIA. seriously all the lecturers and staff there are really nice! EXTREMELY nice!
they're all wonderful people. They really help me out to the max. Now they're kinda making me feel bad if i don't enter that college. Since they've been helping me soooo much.

The next college i'm gonna check out is The One Academy. Yeap big difference between
both colleges. But MIA got a certain standard. So they're good. They're a non-profit err...college
something like that. so yea. there's also a pretty big difference between both colleges. Oh well
i don't have to say i'm sure you know which is more pricey~

Hee~ i'm going to PJcad's UREKA Design camp next week.
With SuZanne and SuZanne XD
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLOLOLLLOLOLL
I can already imagine when i say "ZANNE"
both will turn to look at me!! XD ehehehehehehhe
AH!! i can't wait to go for that camp. its a design camp!

Well now i'm just busy with college and all about arts arts and arts.
When i'm free i'll be sleeping and on9 XD
that's all!!
I am not sad or emo or anything anymore. yeah.
Tired of all that. miss mua happy life.
so my dear sweethearts!! i just wanna tell you guys

I'M BACK TO MYSELF!!

I've never been so emo or sad or whatsoever before.
cus i', always the happy little girl with nothing to worry about
and nothing to get upset about. Well my heart........ lets just say it's a lesson.
sheesh! i don't wanna study this lesson again.
I mean even if have to go through it i can go through it without
hurting myself again! Thank you for breaking my heart.
It made me stronger.
I completely give up on you.

GOODBYE! MY FiRST LOVE!

2010-01-13T07:54:00.001-08:00

I am who I am
so just accept it

Can't accept it?
Then just leave me alone.

2010-01-13T07:44:00.000-08:00

Sick of crying. . .

Tired of explaining. . .

I can't take another panic attack. . .

I feel like giving up on you. . .

Please . . .

I'm just tired. . .

Please don't treat me like this. . .

Never understand me. . .

Why am I always the one hurting so bad?

Why am I always the one?

I'm not the one with attitude problem. . .

Try looking from a different point of view. . .

Try opening your mind. . .

I hate that I still love you so much. . .

I did not get hurt from loving you. . .

I got hurt from . . .

2010-01-11T05:08:00.000-08:00

AHHHHH!!!

I can''t decide which college to go

I can't decide what to study.

Well i chose Illustration for now.

Don't break my heart . . . because i'm a girl to whom love is everything

2010-01-10T01:18:00.000-08:00

i cant do anything anymore.

i'm sure you hate me alot right now.

its up to you what u wanna do to me.

up to u what u decide.

up to u to break or what.

i cant pull u back.

i dont have the power or right to do that.

i release u.

no matter what happens in the future i just want u to carry our good memories.

leave the bad ones behind.

cus carrying the bad memories is pain. and you'll b stuck in the past.

just like when your with me. u r still stuck in ur past in a way.

when your with me, u still talk about your ex mainly bad memories.

so I am a little upset to c you that way cus its like, haunting u.

that's what i see la.

so if anything happen in the future i don't want u to carry our bad memories cus it wont do u any good.

I just want u to only keep the good memories.

I know bad memories are hard to forget and its impossible to forget.

I really am sorry for all the pain I put you through.

but that’s all not something I wanted to happen.

I know it’s hard to forgive me.

deep down inside inside your heart I know I still can find me sitting there.

Inside your heart just waiting for u to once again accept me.

my feelings for u are special.

I know that even if in the future.

I know even if I found someone else my feelings for u r still special.

I am very sure about it. You are someone I completely trust and love.

You are the one that I cannot loose.

I don’t know what am I going to do without you in my life.

My mouth said I wish you will be happy with another girl or without.

But actually deep down inside I don’t want you to be happy with another girl, because I still love you deeply.

I really wish I was the one. The one you will always love.

Cus you are the one I will always always love and you are in a very special place in my heart.

I gave my all. And you left me.

You said it was temporary. I have faith in you I really do.

That is why I still hope for that miracle to happen.

Maybe it won’t happen but still I am hoping.

Hoping so hard. I just can’t bare with reality anymore.

I rather stay in my dreams forever even if its just a dream.

Even its just a lie I make for myself. Because it will be less pain.

I am going trough more pain than I can bare.

You told me before that I am the first person who make you feel true love.

The one who first gave you a special feeling even though you were with your ex for over a year you didn’t felt what you felt when you were with me.

They say when you give a guy all he wants, he quickly gets bored.

Is that true?

Are you bored of me now? I don’t know what is the answer.

You told me plenty of times to find a better guy. Why?

What happen to the time when you hold me and look me in the eyes

and tell me that you love me?

To hear that is like cutting a little bit of my heart.

I hear it over and over again. I’m numb.

I really don’t want anyone else.

What am I going to do if you really forgot all about me?

I’m in so much pain, so much pain than I can bare.

What am I going to do?

I don’t know.

All I know is I still love you.

Because I still love you.

Although I say I hate you now,

I’ll miss you and love you even more…

LOST HOME

2009-06-26T06:48:00.000-07:00

I COULD HAVE LIED,
BUT I DIDN'T,

IN RETURN I LOST TRUST,
I LOST A HOME.

Parents are all about wrong timing,
and then doubt.

REBELLIOUS I AM TODAY

most wanted

2009-06-20T08:19:00.000-07:00

TOP 20 JAPANESE SINGERS YOU WANT TO BE A LOVER
-Hyde would make an awesome 1, too bad he's taken. sigh.....
-I'll go for the remaindings!!! ^ ^

Arashi's Amazing Human Beat Box!! YAY!!!

2009-06-10T22:09:00.000-07:00

Hey people !!!
it seems ages since i last blogged here !!

I just have to say....

this 2 weeks of holidays !!!
I LITERALLY didn't get to rest and i'm busy all the way...

and i was sick !!!

VIRAL INFECTION !!

Thank GOD i'm ok now !!

and CONGRATS TO YENG !!!

GOSH..... I'M REALLY HAPPY !!!

LIKE my " kid " got a bf xD

gosh...now i sounds like a mum =.='' XD

but i'm the eldest rite xD =P

CONGRATS YENG !

2009-06-08T10:28:00.000-07:00

SKILLET - Whispers In The Dark

[ x 2 ]

Despite the lies that you're making

Your love is mine for the taking

My love is

Just waiting

To turn your tears to roses

I will be the one that's gonna hold you

I will be the one that you run to

My love is

A burning, consuming fire

[Chorus:]

No You'll never be alone

When darkness comes

I'll light the night with stars

Hear the whispers in the dark

No You'll never be alone

When darkness comes you know

I'm never far

Hear the whispers in the dark

Whispers in the dark

You feel so lonely and ragged

You lay here broken and naked

My love is Just waiting

To clothe you in crimson roses

I will be the one that's gonna find you

I will be the one that's gonna guide you

My love is

A burning, consuming fire

[Chorus x 2]

Whispers in the dark

2009-06-08T10:27:00.000-07:00

i still - backstreet boys

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do?
At this very moment
When I think of you
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it, can't deny it
Just can't let you go

Chorus:
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me huh
Instead of moving on
I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
Yeah, I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I've tried to fight it, can't deny it
You don't even know that

Chorus:
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

No, no

Bridge:
I wish I could find you
Just like you found me, then I
Would never let you go (oh oh oh)

(I still need you)
Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right there beside you)

But still no word from you

KRIS SHY

2009-05-31T09:58:00.001-07:00

2009-05-30T10:52:00.000-07:00

Korea's Taekwondo Dance.

sugoi na. . .jaa douzo!

2009-05-30T10:45:00.000-07:00

Skillet - The Last Night

You come to me with scars on your wrist

You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this

I just came to say goodbye

I didn't want you to see me cry,

I'm fine But I know it's a lie

[Chorus:]

This is the last night you'll spend alone

Look me in the eyes so

I know you know

I'm everywhere you want me to be

The last night you'll spend alone

I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go

I'm everything

You need me to be

Your parents say everything is your fault

But they don't know you like

I know you they don't know you at all

I'm so sick of when they say It's just a phase,

you'll be o.k. you're fine

But I know it's a lie

[Chorus:]

This is the last night you'll spend alone

Look me in the eyes so

I know you know

I'm everywhere you want me to be

The last night you'll spend alone

I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go

I'm everything You need me to be

The last night away from me

[Bridge:]

The night is so long when everything's wrong

If you give me your hand

I will help you hold on Tonight Tonight

[Chorus:]

This is the last night you'll spend alone

Look me in the eyes so

I know you know

I'm everywhere you want me to be

The last night you'll spend alone

I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go I'm everything

You need me to be

[Altro:]

I won't let you say goodbye

And I'll be your reason why

The last night away from me Away from me

2009-05-29T05:40:00.000-07:00

IT'S HOLIDAY!!

MV

2009-05-26T03:15:00.000-07:00

I wanna kiss a girl

2009-05-24T08:00:00.000-07:00

Keith Urban And Kris Allen
-best Duet of the night

KRIS

2009-05-24T04:32:00.000-07:00

Winner of 2009 AI!!

Kris!! Here's a funny interview of him.

-LOL! Had to put him up! XD

A really humble guy till the end.
He can't stop praising Adam even, after he won.

"It's feels good, but Adam deserves this." LOL! That's why
us fans love him.

And... He makes old songs sounds good. O.O
+ such a laid back dude. XD

2009-05-18T21:22:00.000-07:00

AHHHH!!!!!

I did'nt post for soooo long!!

here's some ulzzang pictures!

I'll be back

very soon~

Gotta run~

2009-05-09T07:14:00.001-07:00

Had so much fun On thursday ( art society )

We painted trees ( but pratically , me , Zanne and Yeng didn't follow teacher's rules )
WHEN everyone did xD
( We are so rebellious right ? )
but art are like that wad...( for me that is xD )
Yeng's work.....girl staring into spaces with cherry blossoms flying in the wind

Zanne's red cotton tree ( reminds me of Alice in the Wonderland-thanks Ros Zafirah for reminding us that !! )

and hold your breath for the ugliest one of all !

My uglyy-should-be-spooky-with-eyes to pierce-but failed-because of the time limit-and the weird-spinning-thing work..

haha....told ya i can't paint happy trees xD

and it's KINDA abstract too xD

too bad i have no time painting the backgroud =(
and Wan Xuan loves only the moON XD

( My art childish rite....=.='' )
later .....i found out that the teacher actually said.....DO NOT USE BLACK AND WHITE....

ooops.....i disobeyed him by accident ....haha

2009-05-05T07:28:00.001-07:00

THIS IS FUNNY !!

2009-04-29T23:28:00.000-07:00

Kim Hyun Joong !

haha <3

His most adorable cf ever !!

Yui-Again!

2009-04-29T02:02:00.000-07:00

Yui's new single.

Again for Full Metal Alchemist - Brotherhood! :D

YAY!!

2009-04-25T03:16:00.000-07:00

Boys Over Flowers Style - Kissing Star Necklace

Inspired by the hit Korean drama Boys Over Flowers, this lovely, silver-plated Kissing Star Necklace features a moon-and-star cubic zirconia charm on a chain. In the drama, Goo Jun Pyo (Lee Min Ho) gives a similar necklace to Geum Jan Di (Ku Hye Sun) as a token of their love. The length of the necklace is 44.5 cm including the extra chain (6cm to shorten or lengthen the chain), and the charm is 1.9 cm x 1.8 cm big.

RM40

2009-04-22T05:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY EARTH DAY!!

Rockin 50's in America

2009-04-22T01:40:00.000-07:00

ROCKIN 50's In America

We were most probably the most casual peeps there. :D

The drama was good. the first drama.

got to see old friends and meet new friends. :D

The game i played was something you'd see on variety.

I had to eat a noodle sweet with a guy eating it on the other end.

First to touch the straw wins.

People said it was like almost kissing.

Nah! It only look like that from far. It's actually quite a distance. :D

About 3cm-straw length.

A Cute Picture of Ayumi

A cool picture of Miss Menge'sweat'

A Funny Picture of Michiyo

-fedora was too big-

2009-04-18T03:48:00.000-07:00

I've never been to any concert of live performances before!

Serious shit! Cus all the artist i love never and will never ever come

to Malaysia! Seriously malaysia suck at this part and also

a whole lot other parts! Plus their Albume or concert DVD or whatever shit

is not available in Malaysia!

I wanted to go to a J-Rock concert in Malaysia of course but

not those real artist come perform just normal

people perform their songs

But nobody wanna go with me

Since nobody around me is a psycho fan of Visual Kei

and J-rock so yeah.

I cannot wait to get out of school and go JAPAN!

I'm not suppose to be born in Malaysia!

I'm suppose to be born in Japan!

Everything i love is over there and not available in Malaysia!!

Shitty country! Darn you!

2009-04-18T03:46:00.000-07:00

GIRUGAMESH - Rocker's

METALLICA - Master of Puppets

Their starting part sound kinda same

2009-04-18T03:26:00.000-07:00

Now i know the diff between POPULAR and FAMOUS

Famous : a person who is well known. a

lot people know that person

Popular : a nice person and alot people like that person

A famous person doesn't mean that person is popular

A popular person doesn't mean that person is not famous

You know what my english is really poor

So if i give the wrong facts don't slap me with a fish

2009-04-18T03:24:00.000-07:00

I want to kam fei!! My target is below 45kg!! just few more kg to go!!

AJA! AJA! HWAITING!!

But. . . .i can't stand not eating those yummy foods!!

especially when ISETAN got FOOD FAIR!!

2009-04-18T03:07:00.000-07:00

13/4 /2009

It's been raining these few days.

I'm in amood listening to Biuret's album Dreams Come True over and over again.

I also kept playing wake me up when september ends.

Don't know why but just feel like it

I love rainy days the most!!

Like i always say rain brings luck!

Everything is so nice on a rainy day.

Everything just goes my way~~

Next week exam!!

2 hell weeks!!

BTW, Biuret is a korean rock band i found out a while ago.

I really really love Visual Kei songs! Damn rock and nice

not exactly all is that rocky rocky

some are not crazy enough

So far i found Detrox songs are very super rock and i love it

But listening too much to all these types of song is not good

black metal, death metal, hard rock, alternative, visual kei

I listen to them every single day

so its not that good la cus

will make you go not right in the mind a bit.

Trust me you're not the type who can stand my type of hell songs.

You'll get headache trust me.

These songs are like nicotine to me.And also because of

i listen too much to all these knid of songs i ended up cutting myself without realising it!

I still cannot accept the fact that i actually cut myself.

I'm not the type of person who would dare to hurt myself.

Even small cuts i cannot tahan. I cannot believe

i cut myself.

Dance rock is nice!

DANCE + ROCK = SUJU Don't Don

Ah love this song!

Like KAT-TUN's One Drop or D-T-S or Rescue or 7-days battle

Oh yea i'm also listening to GIRUGAMESH album -MUSIC- over and over again recently.

Haha now i realise i'm always talking about Visual kei in this blog!

Ahh. . . what to do i can't help it.

So in love with Visual kei!

2009-04-11T10:02:00.001-07:00

NOw........

PiCtUrE tImE!!

ThIs Is p0StEd t0 ApOloGisE t0 HEY! SAY! JUMP

eSpeCiaLly YuTo sInCe i kIndA neGLeCteD tHem LaTeLy~~

YUTO~~

Mayonaka no Shadow Boy

Mayonaka no Shadow Boy

2009-04-11T09:59:00.000-07:00

I wanted to put the link to download GIRUGAMESH's MUSIC album cus all the songs are f***ing nice! But not very headbanging. Still very nice. But i don't know where i download that album. I'l search and upload!

2009-04-11T09:54:00.000-07:00

[Digital Single] After School - Diva

Release Date: April 8, 2009

Language: Korean

Format: Zip

Tracklist:

01 Diva

02 Diva (Inst.)

DOWNLOAD HERE

I love my boy.........

2009-04-11T09:52:00.000-07:00

[Digital Single] SHINee - Bodyguard

DOWNLOAD HERE

2009-04-11T09:48:00.000-07:00

DEBUT ALBUM!

Chun G ★ Time Goes Away

ALBUM TYPE: Debut Album

RELEASE DATE: 2009.04.07

LANGUAGE: Korean

GENRE: Ballad

FORMAT: rar

Track List:

01. 기억을 더듬다

02. 한번만이라도

03. Skit. Part 1 아직 못다한 말

04. 약한 남자 Feat. 유빈 of Wonder Girls

05. Stay

06. Skit. Part 2 방안에서

07. 남자로 태어나서 미안해

08. 너만 사랑하는데 Feat. 김미희

09. Stay (Instrumental)

10. 너만 사랑하는데 (Instrumental)

DOWNLOAD HERE

2009-04-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

This si a PV from D'espairsRay i watched recently.........

D'espairsRay REDEEMER PV for their new album(2009)

Album Release: March 11,2009

Album Name: REDEEMER

I LOVE THIS PV!

THIS IS ONE OF THOSE PV I LOVE!

Not like other PV's which are not so cool~~

2009-04-04T03:28:00.000-07:00

This is D'espairsray - BRILLIANT (song only)

I love this song alot alot alot!!!

DOZO!!

2009-04-01T05:31:00.000-07:00

Just now when i was at the LRt station at pudu.....

YENG!

Then i turn around and saw sharanee

Then we went back together with a friend also.

We chat

And next week we're back together again!

YAY!! I'm not gonna sit the train alone!

Oh yea i saw nadirah and Natasha

Nadirah look so cute without tudung!

2009-03-29T00:14:00.000-07:00

New Background! OK! So i just found out about this band called

DETROX

They're very very good!

Hideki a former member of SIAM SHADE is in the band DETROX now.

I have'nt really search about them yet. So i'm gonna do that now and post some info about them here!

2009-03-19T11:39:00.000-07:00

YENG !!

KEY SPEAKING PERFECT ENGLISH !!

2009-03-19T02:39:00.000-07:00

YO! Actually i got nothing to post today but i just want to write some crap.....

Oh yea.....I"M A ISOCKS MEMBER!!

I know no biggie but i'm just happy.

So i bought a
black long sleeve clothes with laces on the boobs part from ISOCKS
a red bow with white polka dots from ISOCKS
a black leggings from ISOCKS
a mini chekered skirt from MOMOE
and.....I did'nt buy the spectacles so i asked Lai Leng to help me buy

AND..

I CAN"T BELIEVE I DID"NT BUY THAT NANA BOOTS I"VE ALWAYS ALWAYS WANTED!!

IT WAS RM200++ WHEN IT WAS 1ST OUT

NOW.....

IT'S RM80

RM80
RM80
RM80
RM80
RM80
RM80
RM80
RM80
RM80
RM80
RM80
RM80

I'LL JUMP OFF THE CLIFF NOW AND DIE!!!

SAYONARA

BAI BAI~~

2009-03-18T08:17:00.000-07:00

I PASSED MY UNDANG-UNDANG TEST TODAY !!

45/50 !!!

was so happy because i didn't study but only do the questions xD
And i got to watch Music Bank's 500th Episode yesterday

ish ish ish
why everytime when i have something to study....they always have interesting shows to Distract me !!!

btw , it's my turn to ask you all to take undang already now

muahaha

Zanne 1st ,

Yeng 2nd ,

Jen 3rd...

eh wait !!!

16 YEARS OLD CAN TAKE UNDANG ALREADY MUAHAHA

So you all can take during the holidays xD

Yuna Ito and Kanon Wakeshima

2009-03-16T09:51:00.000-07:00

Yuna Ito's New Single - TRUST YOU [Gundam 00's ED]

Kanon Wakeshima - STILL DOLL [Vampire Knigt ED]

SORRY SORRY

2009-03-16T01:06:00.000-07:00

Super Junior's Come Back in KOREA

-SORRY SORRY-

After School

2009-03-16T00:58:00.000-07:00

New group in KOREA

AFTER SCHOOL

-Ah-

Enjoy! Guys will drool over these girls bodies and legs.
LOL!

red eye

2009-03-16T00:56:00.001-07:00

LOL

My eye is RED man!!

Since morning its gila RED!

I guess i got what i got for posting a rant about parents.

XD

oh well,

pray that it'll get well by night time and that its not an infection.

For now,
I think I'll update some songs.

It's My Life!

2009-03-15T09:49:00.000-07:00

Ok~~
I know we are suppose to respect our parents and stuff,

But im a little annoyed now.
Im 17!! And they still tell me what time to sleep?!
Even some 10 year olds don't get told!!
And it's HOLIDAY!

Last time during HOLIDAYS my curfew was from 2-3.
sometimes whatever time,
now its like 12.30 -1??!!!

"You havent been doing much work these days.
you should be studying and piano!"

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All i wanted to do tonight was to,
Blog a lil,
Then type out the character layout for my story,
and you know, inspiration comes best at night...~~
but they always burst the bubble for me.
I have to keep it all in for tomorrow morning.

I admit im a spoil brat!
And Im doing something about it.
Im trying not to rely on them and do everything myself!
So much so... That now i want freedom and learn from dangers!
But i guess that's not wise, so i'll throw that feeling away from me.

Phew, this is making me feel better.

LOL.

Ok. You can ignore this post!

I'm back on the happy mood again!!

TQ for reading.

PS: I cant wait to DRIVE!!!!!!!

oh.. Where's my iPod, i need songs!!

2009-03-12T20:27:00.000-07:00

Alright left me !

Sobs....I just don't understand WHY PARENTS DON"T LET THEIR CHILDREN GET 2ND PIERCE!!

To me if my daughther wants to pierce more i'll let her but not oo much like the guy who broke world record!
was it 600 or 6000 piercings?

Ok don't remember.

I want to pierce but i can't so what should i do?

Wait.......

And wait......

until i really lost my patience one day i'll just go straight to a shop

and tell the person pierce my lips.

I've always wanted to get more piecings but

MY DEAR MOTHER

don't let

i want to pierce lips, ears , and belly and get a tattoo on my wrist!

Arashi-Believe

2009-03-12T08:36:00.000-07:00

ARASHI's New PV- Believe [Yattaman's Theme Song]

i LOVE it

2009-03-12T08:25:00.000-07:00

YAY !!!
THANKS GUYS !!
AT LAST I GOT TO PIERCE MY EARS !!!!

I'M SO HAPPY !!! =D

Rescue beats Survivor

2009-03-12T08:11:00.000-07:00

my personal comment about Rescue&Survivor

Overall, I prefer Rescue. Song and PV.
1) Compared to Survivor, Rescue was easier to catch.
2) The bad thing about Rescue though is they use too much english,
and they can't really pronounce it well.
3) Survivor's PV didn't match the Song.
4) Junno has become more attractive than before.
5) TVXQ has a neat cut in their MV, and better hair than KAT-TUN
6) KAT-TUN MV fits the song well, the Opening of it was good.
7) Seemed like the other KAT-TUN members have improve!
8) Surprisingly the best in english in Rescue was Koki
[I guess Rapper has their thing in english]
9) Since TVXQ is known for harmonizing, they still did the job.
10) What surprises me though, is KAT-TUN harmonizing well.

So... overall I prefer Rescue.

2009-03-12T03:33:00.000-07:00

DBSK'S SURVIVOR AND KAT-TUN'S RESCUE NEARLY HAVE THE SAME THEME !!

KAT-TUN'S Rescue

DBSK'S Survivor

omgosh.....i like BOTH OF THEM !!!!

SURVIVOR is addictive yet RESCUE is cool !!

The Curious case of Benjamin Button

2009-03-10T02:31:00.000-07:00

Movie Review

After months of hearing about this famous Movie,

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button,

I finally Watched this MOVIE in CINEMA as noted by most.

And yes, it's no wonder why it was Nominated in Oscar for best motion

picture and for many other.

To start off, Brad Pitt did a great job acting as Benjamin Button.
He deserved being nominated for best leading role actor.

The story-line was based on the book written by F. Scott Fitzgerald,

there was a good start of the movie where it started

of how an old woman at the hospital told about the clock

that was created to move backwards in a train station,

she also asked her daughter Caroline to read a diary [Benjamin's Diary],

and thus the story about the life of Benjamin Button started.

It had a good interpretation of the story. Overall it's a movie

that should not be missed. It tells about a person [benjamin button],

growing backwards. He was born an old man and grew younger

as he aged. His mum died giving birth to him leaving him to his dad.

His dad left him at an old folks home thinking that the baby [benjamin]

was a monster because of the wrinkles which he does look like ET.

The visual effects were great from the start. He grew up, watching people he love

die before him day by day. He was often mistaken for his age and

slowly learn about life by various people. There was this girl however,

that found him different and knew that his age was not how he look.

He fell in love with that girl. Growing up, they went through hard and good times

but still kept in touch with one another. Later in the movie,

they found their love for each other. Which was a rather touching story

and I do not deny that I shed tears upon watching the movie.

This story will touch your heart I gurantee it. Despite being a movie about a man's life

it had quite a number of humorous scenes and lines,

which you can laugh your head off.

Well don't wanna be a movie spoiler, you should go watch it in the BIG SCREEN

yourself. The actor and actress did a good job and

so did the director, make-up artists, visual effects team was something

to give credit for.

further information,

Language English

Classification PG13

Running Time 2 hours 46 minutes

Director David Fincher

Cast Brad Pitt, Cate Blanchett, Taraji P. Henson,

Julia Ormand, Jason Flemyng, Elias Koteas and Tilda Swinton.

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button other posters:

2009-03-09T02:46:00.000-07:00

[Album] YMCK - Family Cooking

TRACKLIST:

01. おもちゃの兵隊のマーチ

02. カレーだよ!

03. サラダ.シャバダバ

04. 三ツ星シェフの歌

05. グルメなアイツ

06. ふわふわ卵のオムライス

07. 帰り道、晩ご飯。

08. ワン!ダフル.チョコレート

09. バンバンクッキング

this is an album full of electronic songs!

It's very c-u-t-e!!

So download it and listen!!

COOKING!!

2009-03-09T02:36:00.000-07:00

[Album] Namie Amuro - Best Fiction

TRACKLIST:

01. Do Me More

02. Wishing On The Same Star

03. shine more

04. Put 'Em Up

05. SO CRAZY

06. ALARM

07. ALL FOR YOU

08. GIRL TALK

09. WANT ME, WANT ME

10. White Light

11. CAN'T SLEEP, CAN'T EAT, I'M SICK

12. Baby Don't Cry

13. FUNKY TOWN

14. NEW LOOK

15. ROCK STEADY

16. WHAT A FEELING

17. Sexy Girl

download here!

2009-03-09T02:24:00.000-07:00

[Single] Ai Otsuka - Bye Bye

Tracklist:

1. バイバイ

2. バイバイ(Instrumental)

download here!